Self.

It's been a while since I've posted.

You may have noticed that the season of summer is upon us. Sunny times, barbecues etc. It should be filled with relaxation where instead mine is filled with dread. Dread that at one point i'll have to assemble myself into a bikini and go somewhere where there are many other bikini clad people. The thought of this makes me feel physically sick. Because I know I'll get landed beside the gym bunny. Or the super tanned tall one.

Everywhere you look, it's poster after poster of 'get that summer body now'. :|

It scares me and upsets me at the same time. I will never look like the rest of them.

There's a reason I'm good at bookwork.